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Thursday, September 23, 2004 havin a bad day... low self esteeem eating into my skin again...this world is cold...sometimes i wish ppl wld stop judging other ppl. after all, we're all humans, made of e same bones and blood. wad good wld it do to them if they judge? nothing wld changed. i just can't see our differences. we breathe the same air and decompose into the same ground after death. it's a cruel world. i need a change in my life... more freedom? a makeover? a closer walk with God? how i wish all these wld come true. but it seems like my life is not for me to live, or have any say in it. i need a BREAK. waitin for my dad to pick me up. chinese paper's at 10.15 am... i dunno if im in e state of mind to do it. everything's a blur... i'm mentally drained. emotionally drained. sigh... it's time i do sth about evrything. at least i could try to make life better for myself... maybe it's time i listened to wad my heart tells me, and not wad others tell me.. i ought to live life to the fullest...and not let my life be ruined by evil, cold and squirmy little worms who wanna eat my life away... Eve, let's do wad we've planned for and alwaez dreamt of. let's just get down to it.
Wednesday, September 22, 2004 ok. im sad. disappointed.why? i mean... i like reserved the first invitations for CREW. but NONE of them can make it for my bbq. either that, or they're not interested... sigh... i'm just sad... but i stil love them... hee =) gotta help eve do up her blog... im so bored haha.... just tagged some ppl...i feel so alienated.. like they dun knoe me anymore... and we've drifted so much... sigh... how did things turn out like this? God, do u have an answer?
Tuesday, September 21, 2004 whoohooo!! finallay re-vamped my site. i feel... very, very accomplished. HAHA!!Welcome back peeps.... my fingers r kinda wobbly now... i started at 9 am... it's 12.45 now... 3hrs 45 mins... tt's a record... this blog has a "party" feel to it... like the DJs, the record and the music.... yea... nice? yes? YES!! it'd better be! *ahem* gotta get down to studyin sooon.... my pact with God: if he gave me the tickets for Jay's concert, ill touch nothing else but my books til' 'O's r over... i reali gotta work on that. EVE: we gotta start on our diet remember??!! haha... LOVE YA BABE. thnx for everything. miss you and i cant waitta c ya again!! i'll b back tmr. tooodles.
Friday, September 17, 2004 OMG!!! OMG!!!! like totally!! thank you Jesus!!! thank you sooo much!!!it's such a grrrreat surrrprrrise!!! like i wanted to go sooo badly for e Jay Chou concert and public sales onli open next Tuesday.... then there wouldnt b anymore good seats!! even now, just after 5 days of PRIORITY sales to mastercard holders, the good seats are all almost swiped up man!! like $148 seats only have single seats left, and e $128 seats are going, going.... and Eve and I were so flustered over how we were gonna get e best seats asap... and outta e blue last nite my MUMMY called me and told me to meet her at 10am todae to go book!! whooohoo!!! what's more, she's payin for my tic!!! yesh!! yesh!!! to think tt i had to fork out $128 from my already-burnt pockets... Praise God!! it's one of e best birthdae gifts ever!! Thnx MUMMY!! i thought you refused to pay for me or help me book...thnk u Lord for changing her mind!!! yesh!! yessssss!!! EVE, we reali gotta get down to studyin, losin weight and clearin those pimples to get ready for 27th Nov when we're gonna meet Jay!! not to mention *ahem* my B'dae partaye.... supposed to revamp my blog... no time now!! gtg get ready!! I AM GONNA GET JAY CHOU CONCERT TICS!!! you have sooo much to thabk me for, Eve!!! toodles!! P.S. to all those hu think i have gone crazy cuz i've taken to listening to Chinese songs and lovin' JAY CHOU, his songs r reali fantastic... i still speak good English alrite... its just that his songs r sooo cool.... rite Eve?? *wInK*
Wednesday, September 15, 2004 sick of blogging...so, ive booked e chalet: 26th-29th Nov...3nites,4days... 28th Nov is e bbq... my birthday!! n i have yet to book e tickets to Jay Chou's concert on 27th Nov!! WHOOOHOOO!!! Eve, u n i r gonna have sooo much fun and scream bout it back in e chalet together after e concert!!!!!! WHOOOHOOO!!!! damn.haven invited most of my frens to e bbq yet. so little time, so much to do. 'O' levels in 7 weeks. wahahaha. time to slog awae... study study...!!! i'm goin crazy.
Tuesday, August 31, 2004 ponned sch todae... leavin soon... meetin Yan ...gonna check out my digicam at Sim Lim Square and but a 128MB SD-card... hmm e price has dropped trmrndously...fr near $100 to $50... wow. i feel so...outdated.stressed out and worried. no appetite. im sooo worried for my O's ... gotta score 15 pts n below man... feelin damn cranky... went to Junction8 with Cheryl aft Social Studies prelim yesterdae... went to Fox.. sale!! bought a black top and a grey miniskirt... oops!! im wearin it todae and i havent ironed it!! gonna b late!! supposed to meet Yan at 11.15!! damn. gtg ppl.tc....
Friday, August 20, 2004 laadeedaa... hmmmz gotta go to my dads hse by myself.. so lazaye... jniffer just called... hope i can meet H.O.W for lunch tmr aft my C.I.P... goin to Agape Children's Home tmr for C.I.P... been there b4... love kids. they remind me of me when i was younger hee... so carefree, so naive so innocent.hmmmz... thnx to all my frens hu're alwaez behind me... thnx for the comforting taggies... i guess... ill take it one step at a time...nuthin much i can do... for now, my main concern is the 'O's!!! TEN MORE WEEKS!! in ten weeks: -'O's begin -ill turn 17 officially (28th Nov.) -maybe im gonna dye my hair..perhaps curl it too?? -Secondary School life will come to an END. -i wun get to see my classmates/best frens every week day anymore.sobs. -i can stay away from Chinese forever and ever. except GOOD Chinese songs. like Jay Chou. -(I Hope) i'd have lost 8 kg and can finally fit into my 1st pair of Levi's again. Finally. -(I Hope)my pimples and scars wld have disappeared and i'd have flawless skin again. Finally. -I can party away with my Mummy, and (I Hope) friends. -I'll be attending GRAD NITE-whoohoo!!! *prettysexycattyndelicious* -I'll have to move out of my Granny's hse.and ill nv get to c her everynite again.sobs. -I'll be takin up the job offered to me at a Korean restaurant n will learn to speak Korean. -I can finally look forward to Poly life @ Ngee Ann-Acc&Finance. -MY FUTURE BEGINS. wow. how time flies!!! ten wks k! damn scared now!! im gonna mugmugmug fr now on!! onli ten wks!! im freaked out!! God, plsplspls... help me. Pls. Thank You.
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da babe .:Sarah Khor Xiuyi
+hot God.My Mummy.My 'Wai Po'.Frenz.JAY CHOU. -not MyDAD.hypocrites.jerks.bitches.rules&restrictions.
stash it a Panasonic Lumix or Cannon Ixus
records 03/01/2004 - 04/01/2004 rock on Alicia.
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Charis.
Cheryl Long.
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