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Friday, July 16, 2004 wow. i actuali re-vamped my blog in one day. i actuali did it on 14/7/2004, wed... ponned sch cuz sth cropped up at home.. intended to complete all my math papers, but ended up spending 8 hrs or so juz revamping my blog. so. good work eh? it paid off!!praise God k! this template is exactly wad i wanted.. dark,broken/distressed angel, black n white, sophisticated yet simple,dark yet feminine.. n e song plus e HTML words below came 2gether w e template..ya cuz i dunno how to input these extra characteristics! haha so loser rite? n this song is exactly wad i wanted for this layout manx! praise god! haha! wah.. damn stressed now. im failin all my subjects. i think prelims start in August.. Math test every Friday.. tons of work. so little time. i reali regret putting off my studies in sec 3(retained some more!) and this yr's June hols. i feeel tt i juz wasted all my time. i didn think it'd b as hectic as it seems, but im definitely feelin e stress... if i had known, i wld've "chiong" during e hols for my studies n juz b a bookworm, but it's too late.. now my onli hope is my brain and God... i need H.E.L.P!! seems like evryone's reali busy now. even myself. i reali miss all my frens... cant wait for 'O's to b over then can havoc!! heehee.. im sooo stressed now - probs w my dad, my slacking studies, personal financial probs.. n ive been on a diet since forever but to no avail... o God, pls help me... i wanna fit into my entire wardrobe again! Amenamen!! this weekend, i swear im gonna complete ALL my long-overdue maths papers n clear ALL my hw... then fr nx week onwards im gonna force my butt to glue to my seat n study CONSISTENTLY WITHOUT FAIL everynite!! hallelujah.. i pray i do.. DIDI: i.m.lost.for.words. thank u sososo much for e diaryland msg... i reali needed tt!! how did u noe i needed such a blessing? u r truly God-sent.. we made no mistake in becoming bro n sis manz.. aft all, ive alwaez wanted a brother.. an older one, but u're 1 yr younger..but its ogay haha!! but seriously, i have another miraculous testimony to share.. e power of prayer.. awesomw manz!! checkitout at H.O.W's blog... i reeeali thank God for such a blessing in my life... alwaez there 4 me, encouraging and listening all e wae... hope i can do sth good for u too!! love u di. just plain love u. =)
Friday, July 09, 2004 manx... im super duper panicky for e O's now... mayb a lil kiasu, but i have tons of Math papers to complete (which r long overdue), and i sooo do not understand my physics, math n accounts!! oh no! accounts? see!! even my best subject is down e drain!! sighs...rite.. so now e 2nd week of sch has passed... time does not fly... time juz ... ZOOMs by!! seriously, im reallay excited for my life aft sec sch... n for those of u hu didn noe, im still plannin to move out on my own.. of course, i've gotta roommate ready to share the joy and pain, the loss and gain, and the riches and the poverty... but im rich, successful, independent and happy in Jesus's name.. Amenamen!! there r only 3 words to describe how i feel now... UGLY, FAT and STUPID. wel, for those of u hu think im some slim gal, i m absolutely not. i wiegh a hefty ton, and i cant fit into those snug, tight clothes tt were once too loose for me! ok, so i WAS skinny, and now im kinda chubby. wth. ive been tryin to start my diet for 2 weeks alr. but all in vain, i think im reali gonna starve myself. exercise? wel, not now. i have some probs, so i just cant exercise regularly. but once e O's r over, i swear ill hit e gym religiously and prob take up my fave "sport"... DANCING!! whoohoo!! talk bout UGLY. pimples, pimples, pimples. i doubt my parents'll buy that expensive range of facial products for me anymore. sigh... they sae im too high maintainence. wad e hell?? which sassy prima donna isn't man?? *oOpZ* and lastly, im STUPID. i cant even get accounts rite!! there's no other words tt can describe me... my week's been ok so far. been to watch SPIDER-MAN2 and MeanGirls... my verdict?? SPIDERMAN RAWKZ MY WORLD ... 5 stars!! im gonna watch it w my other half again!! MeanGirls is juz another waste-of-time-and-money typical chic-flick. wasted $6.50!! shld've saved up for King Arthur!! im gonna catch that too!! whoohoo!! movie craze!! so there's TZT tmr... im kinda tired, really. drained out. depressed. low low low self esteem. God, help me.
Thursday, July 01, 2004 hmmmZ.... as usual, in e library haha... better than nothing... i haven been able to c my tagboard for bout 2 mths?? cuz the library coms block any "chat" categories.... yea... ui cant even access H.O.W's blog cuz it's operated by blogdrive.com, and u cant block e tag with blogdrive... guess e system's too smart... o wells, i finallay have time to spare to blog cuz i'm waitin for my dad to get his ass home...he forgot to pass me e key...grrr... stayin w him for one extra dae this week... usually go over on fridays, but my granny's gonna b awae this weekend...sobs... hope i dun quarrel w my dad...i proposed havin dinner at Jalan Kayu w him tonite, since my stepmum's awae... and anywae, i need to ask him to buy expensive facial stuff for me ltr haha... wish my Mummy was here *whines*... he just doesn understand y i have to use and try out so many facial products... my pimples are back!! i miss my once-flawless complexion... dang. some stupid PLMGS gals seated at e PC opp me r makin helluva noise... get out and stop whining lahz... well well!! i'm surprisingly pleased to sae that my first week of sch, so far, has been pretty lovelay... my form mistress arranged our desks, and made us sit in individual grps... sigh... Cheryl and Sam getta sit nx to each other... i can feel myself drifting further fr them alr.. but it's ok... cuz my grp's pretty fun!! we r e grp tt jokes a lot haha!! and we nv fail to make our teachers laugh even when they're annoyed by the distractions we cause haha! but... sigh, the hrs r reallay long now... the earliest time i end sch is 2.30 pm? cuz i have maths remedial on Mon, science prac on Tues, accounts remedial on Wed and weekly math test on FRIDAY!! why why why??!! why a MATH TEST on FRIDAY?? puh-lease... the only day i end "early"(yea, rite) is Thurs. wth. im startin to have diligence and zeal for sch work now.. aft all, 'O' Levels are in 20 wk's time, and prelims are just 7 wks awae...it's all for my own benefit...and it really feels like we're living lightyrs!! i feel e drive to study hard and just give my all, and trust God for my rewards when i achieve the 15-or-less points hur hur... and everybody listen up!! i'm turning 17 on Nov 28(approx. 5 mths awae)!! whoohoo!! i cant waitta b 18!! tehn at least ill b eligible for more things... such as -ahem- ChinaBlack!! whoohoo!! meetin my Mummy on Youth Day... it's a hol!! gonna watch spiderman 2 w her.. hope we finallay get our butts down to e cinemas manx... we've been wanting to catcha gd show for like ages... til' now... o wells i'd better go now manx.. c if my Dad's hm alr..im super hungry!! o, ive been on a diet since Mon... it's worked quite a bit... i'm determined to re-gain my 48-50kg frame... then i can fit snugly into my old clothes.. shit manx... i need a major wieght-loss breakthrough... miss wearin all my old clothes... but i ain't gonna skip e prata tonite... take it as a reward for my diligence so far! cheerio!!
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